Thursday, January 27, 2011

Lost in Thought...

Lost in Thought by Millie Donovan

I am lost in thought.
In my head and in my heart,
Betrayed and betraying
My hat does not fit.

Full of angst,
Full of hope,
Restless and tired,
Wondering when I can go home.

Where is the door?
When can I knock?
Knock down all the barriers,
Forget expectations,
Forget what's right.

Go to the left,
Turn, change direction
I am lost,
In my head and in my heart.

Regretfully speaking the truth,
And thinking about all the things
That remind me of us.



Crossroads, acrylic and thread on canvas, 6"x6" © Millie Donovan

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Poppin' Up At A Storefront Near You


I just completed my first solo shift at the Artisans Gallery in Mystic Connecticut and am so excited to be a part of a recent trend helping with downtown revitalization. Pop-up galleries are appearing all over city blocks, filling vacant spaces and providing venues for willing artists. The first of its kind in our area, the Artisans Gallery, is the cooperative effort of 7 local artists. Located near the corner of West Main and Pearl in Mystic, it is right in the heart of downtown and is easily accessible. We are currently open every Saturday from 12-7:30 p.m. and will be participating in the Mystic Art Night every 1st Thursday of the month from 6-9 p.m. Be sure to stop by and say hello when you are out strolling. We may not be there forever but we will be sure to let you know where we will POP-UP next!

Artisans Gallery
3 Pearl Street
Mystic, CT

Monday, January 10, 2011

Affirmative...Saying YES and believing it!

This past Saturday, I joined a group of creative ladies at Above Elite Studios for a workshop led by Laura Gaffke . We gathered to create tiny books of AFFIRMATION (an exercise that many subscribe to in their daily lives).

AFFIRMATION, saying yes, making definitive choices, stating the present and living it...positively and with self-confidence. Needless to say for me it was an exercise that I was completely uncomfortable with...like wishing on fairy dust and eyelashes.

With a deep breath I dove right in. Open mind and open heart, I reached for those wants and wrote out a list of 12 AFFIRMATIONS and created a stunning little book for me to share. Here are the results.



I would love to know what you feel about AFFIRMATIONS. Do you use them in your daily life? Have you had success? I am willing to DREAM WITH MY EYES OPEN and am in love with the idea that this little book and the work that stems from this creative exercise can help me do just that.

Monday, January 3, 2011

Confessions (or something like that)...for 2011

We are barely 3 days into the New Year and already life has presented some little challenges that I am going to have to face. Growing up, my family always celebrated the New Year together. New Year's Eve meant putting on your nicest outfit (even if you were staying home), getting together with friends and family (everyone was welcome), and staying up late. We greeted the New Year together as we counted down the seconds, saying prayers and making wishes with our eyes closed, holding hands, and remembering those that couldn't be with us.

Over the years, since I have had my own little family, these traditions have changed a bit. My parents and brothers are not always with me, we may not go to large family parties and have lots of company and early in my marriage, it was just the two of us, cuddled on the couch, watching the ball drop and counting down the seconds. Still, as I heard Dick Clark begin the countdown, I closed my eyes, said my prayers, made my wishes, held on tight to my loved ones and remembered everyone and everything I have been blessed to have in my life.

This year I missed the New Year. I was alone...in bed...fast asleep. To the disappointment of everyone, I came down with a bug that knocked my socks off for 24 hours. I banished everyone from my room (and the house) in hopes of containing the sickness. The New Year came quietly, on a cold night, with people tip-toeing around the house, blowing kisses from the door of my bedroom.

I have NEVER missed a New Year and I found it disorienting. I did not greet 2011 with my best face on, I did not have any hands to hold, I did not help count down the seconds, nor did count my blessings.

The entire next day I was mired in resentment. I was groggy and sore from laying around all day. Angry at myself for not at least waking up to see the ball drop. Feeling ugly and disheveled ...my New Year's Eve dress still hung in my closet. It was just another day...nothing special.

Here is where I begin to make my confessions. I'll admit that I felt cheated out of 2011. I felt left out and forgotten. Later, when I did go out into the world, I felt like a big disappointment. I had ruined everyone's New Year's Eve. Then I began to count the times I thought of myself.

On the Eve of 2011, I forgot to think of YOU. YOU who loves me with or without my make up. YOU who blows kisses from the door. YOU who tucked me in and checked on me all night. YOU who wished me well the next day. YOU who chooses to believe in me. YOU who pushes me to dream. YOU who makes me feel beautiful and present and at peace. When I closed my eyes before the stroke of Midnight, I forgot to thank the Universe for filling my life with YOU.

So I am doing it over...right now...New Year's Eve 2010-2011. I am closing my eyes, holding on tight and counting...I am counting all the YOUs that have made me LOVE. All the YOUs that have given me PEACE and all the YOUs that have been PRESENT.

Have a blessed and peaceful 2011! My resolution is to be there for YOU.